I don’t belong here

I don’t belong here Lately I have these thoughts which tell me over and over that I don’t belong here..the world appears to be alien. Something must have gone wrong.what happens to me is not supposed to happen.

somehow the vibes are not right. Something very inner to me, somewhere a deep voice within tells me that this all is not supposed to happen the way it is happening. This all is supposed to be fun..learning..thrill and adventure..and I appear to be misguided..what was gone wrong?

Why should have been different?I don’t know..I don’t connect with any if this. Relationships, love, friendship..everything appears to be distant and. foreign. Just on the periphery…transient…everything is a namesake…just a scratch and all the love is gone.the devil comes out…

Or may be that devil is within me or may be it is me.I don’t know is answer I have for most of the questions I had…life goes on..a combination of good and bad moments..

Confused and mixed emotions!

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About mohitvalecha

Mohit is an optimistic day-dreamer and romancer who gave up his 11 year old software profession experience to build his dream in Creative Writing. He writes blogs, articles, reviews, children stories, fiction and non-fiction spirituality books to promote reading and provide a meaning to people’s lives. If he is not reading or writing, you would find him making mock, cock and all other kinds of tails or playing with his charming son Krishna. His life is a love triangle with three corners being Devi, Krishna and his Guru, Sirshree. Mohit’s passion is Meditation, Heal and Help people and play “Bhi ta!” (Another form of Hide-&-Seek) with Krishna.
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One Response to I don’t belong here

  1. gypsyangel21 says:

    Hang in there! We usually have our greatest break through right after we feel like everything (and everyone) is against us! Beware of the distractions to get you off your game. You have a purpose and you will come through on the other side!

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