Every time I fight with you, my life takes on a toll
I lose my senses and my mind goes for a stroll
I cant understand how can I be so ruthless to you
When deep inside, more than anything I know I love you
I feel the pangs of pain within, it seems blue
my heart suffocates without the warmth of you
You have become so much a part of my soul
That I get confused when i am mad at you
Whether I should just cry out my anguish on my own, or
shout on you, with a fear if you would want me to be disowned
The night seems long, the sleep is gone
Fears loom my mind, I feel all alone
Flowing tears whole night, which now seems so dry
Our fight struck my heart, now I cant even cry
Hugging my pillow as if it is you, my mate
Thinking of you, I kiss it, I feel stupid as of late
All the moments with you flashed in my mind
I want to call you back, the answer to which I cant find
My fingers tremble, and I hear your voice at the other end
I want to run and come to you, my sweet friend
my intent was clear, I don’t know how to explain
Troubling you will be the last thing on earth, I claim
You don’t say anything, you are just quiet as a dot
I feel guilty, when you don’t retort as I had thought
You just calmly say, everything is fine my love
I feel surprised how you can forgive me, after all above
Thanks my dear to teach me how to love
With no conditions on one, and acceptance of whole
now I know these fights also have hidden meanings
After the nights of storm, there sure is a fresh Morning !!!!
