Let us all together investigate into Life. I feel very incomplete over here. Nothing seems to be permanent and lasting. Everything comes to an end finally. All goals and ambitions are illusions. I am going through a state of mind where you don’t see any meaning in any custom, ritual, tradition, action or process. This all seems a play. We are all playing around wasting our time. It seems that somebody has hypnotized us for years and we are just doing what is directed. We have become conditioned for years by our lands, people around us, our epics and legendaries and nature. I feel many questions troubling my mind day and night to be answered. I am trying to find somebody who can answer these questions for me. I am putting in lots of my efforts to understand and solve them. They might seem simple questions but are related to life in full terms. Some of them go like this:
Who am I?
What I am here for?
Why does life end?
If ending of life is certain, why are people so engrossed in so many activities out here?
Who is driving this world?
Why is he doing so?
How should we live?
What is the result of death, i.e. what happens after death?
What is enlightenment?
How does an enlightened person live?
What changes happen in his mindset?
Can somebody show me the real purpose of life or real way of living?
Can anybody be immortal?
If somebody does not like this life, is there any way to choose some other life or to go back to the origin?
What is the reason that we are given a life of a human being and not an animal?
What is the significance of the non living things against living beings?
And the list goes on and on. These are only few of what are going in my mind. I am trying to find answers for all of them. I am an investigator, a researcher, an analyst. I am a disbeliever of all the books, legends, stories, theories, principles, philosophers, saints, gods, rules and traditions. I don’t find any meaning in this big mesh of emotions, rat-races, wars, pleasures, struggles, fights and all. We are all running around for different materialistic targets. Some of us are crazy for money, some of us are fascinated about fame, everybody is imprisoned in some or the other way.
Let us all disbelieve present theories, rituals and dogmas. Let us think beyond all this. Our thinking is only confined to certain boundaries. Let us break these barriers and go above them. Try to exemplify the theories in your own life. Don’t trust any rules. Awaken your senses to sense and perceive the world in your own way. Think beside the world. Find out the reason of you being here. Analyze the life and find out better ways of living. The worst part is that the life is going to end at certain date and time without asking for your permission. You are a puppet and some magician is holding your string. Try to understand the magician, string and yourself. Try to grab the string in your own hands. Live your own way and style. Trust is always blind. They say, “Don’t blindly trust anybody. Don’t be superstitious.” I will say that trust is always blind. If you could see through you own eyes or if you are capable or experiencing yourself, you don’t need to trust anybody. Trust is utmost necessary but should only be done when really required. It is always partial and blind. Somebody is trying to define a death, i.e. an expiry date for us. This shows somebody is beyond you. Somebody is above you. Try to understand that energy ball and go beyond it. I don’t see any meaning of playing around being a doll in somebody else hands. I don’t find it satisfactory. This is against my self-respect. I would be thankful, if somebody out there is ready and capable of answering my queries and problems. Let us find the volunteers all across the world and set out a mission of finding answers to these questions. All interested people can mail me their contact details and reason to be interested in this kind of mission. Let’s make things better. Let’s make a difference together!