Betrayed by hope!!

I was waiting for you to come back
Dint know how to say, I was taken aback
Looking back at those lovely moments we endured
Can’t wake up from dreams, is there any cure?

You remind me of the breeze that makes one refreshed
I get swayed by it, like dry leaves instead
You are the incense which makes me feel high
But you wont let me near, am I unfit for thy??

I want to pause forever, never wanna face this fact
how could I forgive you for such a cunning tact
it pricks like needles, or like fierce arrows
pierces through my heart for uncountable blows

Only your thoughts now, show a ray of hope,
deep down in my soul I know it is all fake dope
Clinging onto this slight line, I am making my life drag
I am waiting for you, knowing that you won’t come back!!

CRISS CROSS THOUGHTS

Thousands of minute feelings emerge from inside
No reasons to be alive, it pains to survive
Pinching my arm in frustration, is this all real
Bothering worries which are really a big pile
 
What do I do now with all this dump in sight?
Surprising my ability to carry it with all might
Oh jesus, is there anywhere any escape route
To bypass this heart burdening business which is not very cute?
 
Could I be possibly be from some other planet or Dot
Why doesn’t anyone seem to connect to my thoughts?
They just raise their thumb and say I am a loser
And cheer for the dame who double crosses every other
 
Don’t you guys have your own conscience or belief
That one fine day, you might feel you are a great thief
Should be really an easy way out for you all
But think about it, so that one day you want to avoid this fall
 
I m having chicken n fries; lying on my couch,
Its really high time that I gave life a big brief thought
I feel like a baby and  someone to take care of me even when I am 25
I guess I am getting lazy or is too much to strive?
 
Should I start considering life as a competition
As every other racer, tryin to win every situation
Is life a contest or a mystery, it is difficult to decide
Am I correct or gone crazy; can Mr somebody guide?

No reasons to live, no reasons to be high
With no wind, what do I do with bells and chimes
I really don’t know where I am going with this
But want to measure big heights with no limits

POSTED BY: GuestRoom

Effects of Alcohol

Alcohol is a magical drink. It really does magic. For some, words come out of the heart; for some, words go back in the heart. Some feel introvert and feel like sitting silent for hours and talk to self whereas some become extrovert and continue talking with the world for hours together as if they are a politician. It is a magic, isn’t it? 

What happens actually when you drink? Or what happens when you drink, smoke or inject drugs? They all have similar effects on your body, although the intensities and shades are different. 

First thing these drugs do is they loosen your brain cells. They dilate your brain parts, which creates energy. Let’s understand by an example: 

Let’s say an electric motor throws water through a pipe. The amount of water thrown out every second is proportional to the area of the pipe, isn’t it? What if you replace the smaller pipe with a bigger one, the motor would start throwing more amount of water. 

Something similar happens in your brain, when you are high. The valves dilate and the cells loosen up. This process creates energy and you feel different. Some people use this energy to become introvert and use their mind to think about a lot of difficult matters in a short time, since the brain starts functioning very fast, so fast that the body is not able to catch up with it. Let’s understand with the same example: 

Let’s consider the same electric motor symbolizes the human body and its water flow symbolizes the working of the brain. As you increase the area of the pipe, the water pressure increases proportionately. However there is a threshold till which you can increase the area of the pipe. The moment you cross that limit, the motor would stop working, why? – Because, the motor capacity is not able to catch up with the increased pipe capacity. Similarly, when your brain starts working too fast, the body is not able to catch up with it; after all body has its own limits. Hence when you are high, you might experience your brain flying like a flying saucer but the body looses control, you can hardly stand properly and normally fell down. Synchronization is lost. 

It is sad that only few people understand this process appropriately and use that energy to create wonders. They could well solve impossible problems, create eternal paintings; write immortal poems and things of that level. This happens due to the extra energy; although there are limits. 

When body is not able to catch up completely with the brain, you cannot achieve much because body is the medium to act; to perform actions using senses. Till the time your body is in tune with the mind, you find people doing much when they are high, don’t you? They are found singing, dancing, abusing others, talking too much, over reacting, behaving erratically, freaking out and so on. This is due to the extra energy. So get high, but do use the energy properly. It is beneficial and could create miracles, if you learn to control it properly. Energy is like power; if you can handle it well, you are a hero but if you cannot handle it well, there is always a chance of harming yourself. So learn to work on it. 

Few tips: 

1. Know your limits. Consume only within limits.
2. Five Ds for alcohol (Duration, Density, Diet, Dilution and Sun-Dawn).
3. Use the extra energy produced for creative purposes, you will be surprised to see to the results. Try it yourself.
4. Do not consume outside unless really important, if former is the case, consume within your limits. Home is heaven.
5. Do not let others utilise your extra energy for their selfish motives.

Mind over matter

Mind is wandering all the time, at every place; it never seems to take a halt. It is a never ending waterfall, the only difference against waterfall here is thoughts; thoughts flow from mind.

It is very difficult to control your mind, however not impossible. I guess that’s the only task in this world, which seems and is toughest. Mind has lots of tricks to trouble you, to show you new dungeons every nanosecond.

Mind does not like rules; it is always desperate to break all the rules; to cross all the barriers. Breaking barriers is good sometimes, you achieve lots of gargantuan goals, which are otherwise impossible to achieve. Every emotion, the language of mind, could be converted to an impossible outcome, since it supplies tremendous amount of hidden and sleeping potential from within which adds together to create souvnier paths.

The emotion is one of the language in which mind talks. When you feel emotional, you tend to behave erratic, suddenly vague from what you have been behaving for months or years, suddenly diverting from your routine life. The mind is the host of all the dramas.

Your subconscious part of the mind stores everything; it is like a huge database of all the pictures, moments, names, knowledge, skills, thoughts, affections, love, feelings, people, seen, heard, felt or sensed in anyway and in any time.

People when high always speak truth; since filters of the mind loosen up that time, they allow lots of actions and thoughts to go out, which are normally blocked. Your subconscious mind is working when you are asleep, the processing is going on. New thoughts, new actions, new planning are getting cooked all the time, mind doesn’t stop working. You are fascinated by things, humans whom you like, or have similar or common habits, those who like you, or those who care for you. It never ends; the quicker the mind takes to get attracted towards something, the quicker it gets bored and detached from the same things. You never know what you are going to like or dislike, things liked in past may not fascinate you tomorrow.

Mind is a big subject to be talked about, a never ending one. It does not have a size, a shape, a residing place or a definition. All the people who have tried to talk or write about mind have expressed their own thoughts, views on the subject. There is no check or evidence of the talks. It is a quite interesting area to talk about but at the same time, it is quite confusing too. I am going through the same feeling which lots of other people in the world have gone through i.e. to know mind, in and out. This seems a herculean task, although might not be impossible. Get deeper and deeper and you might find something. This subject is truly philosophy. Some portion is rational, rest all invisible, unseen, unexpected seems irrational, but it is true. Truth means which exists, it could be seen or unseen, realizable or unexplainable, rational or illogical, or anything else; matter or antimatter. Realize the truth; it is all in itself, nothing else is complete. The whole world, we call it materialistic world, since we can see matter, makes a small part of the whole truth. Antimatter is a grey area for humans for over thousands of years, would still keep them engrossed for n number of years.

–Age is an issue of mind over matter. If you don’t mind, it doesn’t matter.”

Come, Lets get High!

Do you want to get high?  Do you like to get high often would be the right question. Most of them will answer YES. Why? Everybody has their own reasons. Some will say, they don’t like life as life is. Some will say life has shown them the worst. Some say, they dint get what they wanted. Some say something else. Everybody has a different story.

Let us give a thought about it. All boys want to get high and forget everything happened with them. All girls want to get high and forget all the boys! All boys will agree with me, I hope some girls too!! What’s the reason? The reason is that we are not allowed to grow in our dimensions. Everybody wants us to be somebody else. Parents expect something from us. Friends expect something different from us. Everybody around us wants us to be somebody else. They are ready to accept us as anybody except being US, to preserve our unique ness, the real identity. Our girlfriends, boyfriends expect some totally different things from us. Whose demands should we fulfil? Whom should we agree with? All want us to be somebody else or wants us to be what they want to see us. This is not fair on any front. Nobody can be like anybody else. How can it be? We are what we are. Everybody has a distinct identity, altogether different way of thinking, and totally different set of qualities and characteristics.

Everything here is blocked and hidden. Anywhere we go, we see a board called the common saying, “Trespassers will be prosecuted…”  All of them see us as trespassers. The biggest irony is: Rule makers are the rule breakers. Who has prepared rules? Who wants us to behave differently? Some people wrote some crap, when they thought it was right, and they started following it blindly without any arguments and objections. The biggest point of laughter is that those who wrote the rules, feel the strongest desire to break them and cross the boundaries. Since rules are bull shit, everybody wants to break them. What is a rule? How it can be defined? Somebody wrote something what he felt was right. Somebody else may feel something else is right. Which one to be followed? Don’t trust any rules. Create your own maps and directions. We just follow blindly what is told to us, or what is taught to us since childhood. We don’t even give a crap to what we are doing. Has anybody ever thought why do we worship? Has anybody ever thought why do we starve? Why do we love somebody? Why do all boys want to feel something for all the girls? Why do all girls want all boys to be like Super Mans and behave like a perfect mate or husbands? Why are we burdened to follow principles written by our ancestors? I will say we are mature enough. Our generation can create its own rules and regulations. Or, to put that in a much better way, every generation can create its own rules and regulations. Inheritance is not needed.

Why do policemen and politicians keep banning drugs, rave parties, and alcohals? Has anybody checked their personal parties? Everybody has two faces. Some have many faces. For every occasion, there is a face. They have actually laid down, qualities and characteristics for every disguise, they take, for every face they would need in some kind of a situation. They have a list of what to behave where. Everybody of us is behind bars. Those bars are not like, jail bars, which can be seen and felt. These bars are very subtle, minute and invisible. These are the bars of religion, political boundaries, bars of society, bars of etiquettes, bars of manners. When we want to laugh from our heart, the way we want to, somebody says, “Shup up! Bad Manners.” When we want to cry out our heart, somebody offers a kerchief and stops it even before we start. May be that person cares for you, but mostly it is only due to their own reputation. Do you know how difficult it has become to cry, to laugh, to dance or to express what we want to. We are all prisoners. Prisoners of rules, prisoners of our mind, prisoners of society. And that is the reason, you find ever increasing ratio of rape attempts, drugs usage, alcohol consumption, riots for just anything, wars, bloodshed everywhere. No body is allowed to do what he wants. Nobody is allowed to be a human being. Hence, energies explode in disastrous ways. I wish I could see a society where every one of us is free in real terms. That can only be possible when we are allowed to behave like humans. Allow us to cry, when we want to. Allow us to laugh when our heart feels something, allow us to behave kiddish, when we feel like a kid. Let us be human beings and allow others to be human beings. Stop playing with humans and humanity. Let everybody know what they want. Let everybody behave as he wants to.

So everybody wants to get high and forget all the crap happening here and let it go on. We have lost our emotions, our desires. We get high to get our feelings back, although temporarily. We feel like we are playing with flowers, dancing on the moon, flying like birds, flying from here to there in no time. By getting high we all try to feel what we are, the real us, the real yourself. That’s why percentage of people consuming beer, drugs, alcohol is increasing everyday, and they will keep increasing. Unless we start to change the so called rules we created!!!

——-Sex, Drugs, Rock n’ Roll,
       Speed, Weed and Birthcontrol
       Life’s a Bitch until we die,
       so fuck the world and lets get HIGH!