My Mother

Let us wish together to all the beautiful women in the world for being so good to us as mothers. A mother is a magician for her child. She can do miracles for him. In times of fear, the safest place for a child is his mother’s arms. She is lovely. She is so compassionate. Let us pray together for all the existing and going to be mothers, to the entire womanhood, a tribute. God bless them all. The world would be quite an intolerable place without women. I cannot imagine surviving in such a world. Well, jokes apart, here are some words compiled specially for mothers.

1. Mother means everything to her child.

2. If at all I can trust anybody completely and take somebody for granted, then that would be my mother.

3. A girl is like a bottle of perfume, she spreads fragrance wherever she goes. Mother is an alchemist.

4. I love my mother, Do you?

5. If you want your mother to smile, smile yourself.

6. Mother is a guide, a teacher, an instructor, a friend, a support to lean on, a consultant, a caretaker and lot more. I cannot ever describe her completely.

7. Fathers can afford to retire but mothers are always working.

8. I committed the greatest of sins and still ended up being calm, all I did was to confess to my mother. She erased them off.

9. I am what my mother made me.

10. Delivering a child is the toughest of all. It is like allowing your heart to go and walk outside your body.

Inadequacies of life

Let us all together investigate into Life. I feel very incomplete over here. Nothing seems to be permanent and lasting. Everything comes to an end finally. All goals and ambitions are illusions. I am going through a state of mind where you don’t see any meaning in any custom, ritual, tradition, action or process. This all seems a play. We are all playing around wasting our time. It seems that somebody has hypnotized us for years and we are just doing what is directed. We have become conditioned for years by our lands, people around us, our epics and legendaries and nature. I feel many questions troubling my mind day and night to be answered. I am trying to find somebody who can answer these questions for me. I am putting in lots of my efforts to understand and solve them. They might seem simple questions but are related to life in full terms. Some of them go like this:
Who am I?
What I am here for?
Why does life end?
If ending of life is certain, why are people so engrossed in so many activities out here?
Who is driving this world?
Why is he doing so?
How should we live?
What is the result of death, i.e. what happens after death?
What is enlightenment?
How does an enlightened person live?
What changes happen in his mindset?
Can somebody show me the real purpose of life or real way of living?
Can anybody be immortal?
If somebody does not like this life, is there any way to choose some other life or to go back to the origin?
What is the reason that we are given a life of a human being and not an animal?
What is the significance of the non living things against living beings?

And the list goes on and on. These are only few of what are going in my mind. I am trying to find answers for all of them. I am an investigator, a researcher, an analyst. I am a disbeliever of all the books, legends, stories, theories, principles, philosophers, saints, gods, rules and traditions. I don’t find any meaning in this big mesh of emotions, rat-races, wars, pleasures, struggles, fights and all. We are all running around for different materialistic targets. Some of us are crazy for money, some of us are fascinated about fame, everybody is imprisoned in some or the other way.

Let us all disbelieve present theories, rituals and dogmas. Let us think beyond all this. Our thinking is only confined to certain boundaries. Let us break these barriers and go above them. Try to exemplify the theories in your own life. Don’t trust any rules. Awaken your senses to sense and perceive the world in your own way. Think beside the world. Find out the reason of you being here. Analyze the life and find out better ways of living. The worst part is that the life is going to end at certain date and time without asking for your permission. You are a puppet and some magician is holding your string. Try to understand the magician, string and yourself. Try to grab the string in your own hands. Live your own way and style. Trust is always blind. They say, “Don’t blindly trust anybody. Don’t be superstitious.” I will say that trust is always blind. If you could see through you own eyes or if you are capable or experiencing yourself, you don’t need to trust anybody. Trust is utmost necessary but should only be done when really required. It is always partial and blind. Somebody is trying to define a death, i.e. an expiry date for us. This shows somebody is beyond you. Somebody is above you. Try to understand that energy ball and go beyond it. I don’t see any meaning of playing around being a doll in somebody else hands. I don’t find it satisfactory. This is against my self-respect. I would be thankful, if somebody out there is ready and capable of answering my queries and problems. Let us find the volunteers all across the world and set out a mission of finding answers to these questions. All interested people can mail me their contact details and reason to be interested in this kind of mission. Let’s make things better. Let’s make a difference together!

There is so much more to life!

Have you ever imagined how beautiful life is? All what you can see, hear and feel is a very small part of all what can be seen, heard and felt. A big portion of the nature and life is unseen, unfelt, untouched. It is waiting for us.

Have you ever seen the beauty of wet shining leaves when they shed off their dirt during monsoon? Have you checked the black clouds singing and asking the monsoon to pour on them? There is so much more to life than you can imagine. Explore new things. Explore new activities. Learn new things. There is a famous old story about a frog considering his small well as the entire world; once he comes out of his well, he realizes the world is so big. There is so much around to be explored. Our lives are like that. We are living like a frog considering our small well of illusion and experiences as the whole world. We never know what is going to happen next. Keep jumping for chances. They don’t have to hit you always. You should hit on them.

Check out the bright sun rising everyday and giving energy to the whole universe. We don’t remind Sun to rise everyday. Nobody does and nobody can. It does its duty duly and respectfully everyday without anybody’s reminders. The Moon shines everyday and fills the world with its beautiful, holy and peace giving moonlight. No body bothers about it. The stars shine like pearls and rubies in the sky. People are busy collecting useless, perishable rubies and diamonds. Have you ever bothered about how many stars are in the sky? Have you ever given a thought about any more planets like Earth, having any existence of life? Nature has so much to tell you. Walk around. Break old illusions, crap traditions. Remember a rule is something which somebody felt was right, he jotted it down. You may feel something else is right. Don’t trust or follow other’s rules and regulations blindly. Crave your own path.

Not only God Made entities are beautiful. Man made entities are also beautiful. Try to see a five star hotel shining with thousands of small lights appearing as shining dots from a plane in the night; ever heard of Taj Mahal, Pyramids etc. Why are they called wonders? They are really wonderful! All the verses of the “Quran”, the holy epic of Mohammedan’s, is carved on the walls of the Taj Mahal, the Indian wonder.

Listen to the birds singing in the evening. See the thousands of penguins filling the seacoast like a painting done in black and white. Feel the chilling breeze touching your face when you drive a bike at a high speed. Ride above at a height in the night and check out the traffic on the road. It creates an illusion of a train of candles moving slowly. There is so much to live and experience. Find your passions, discover your interests. Create new interests.

Life has so much so much to say about it. Check out! Open your eyes.

Purpose of life

Has anybody ever given a thought about what is life? Why are you here? I wish we all could know our purpose of being here and serve it fully. Is life about doing good actions, is it about realising love, is it about helping and serving others, is it about finding your real interest and devoting your efforts in that. Everybody might find a different meaning and a purpose of life. Some are might not even aware that life has or does not have a purpose. They don’t find it deserving to think about that. Let me share what I feel about it.

For me, honestly it is very confusing. I don’t see any body who could help me out of this complicated puzzle of life. What to do, what not to do? Some actions result in happiness, but they are not permanent. One thing seems simple and reasonable to understand. Everybody here loves to be happy. No body likes sadness, no body wants fear, troubles. All want to be happy permanently. Experience it yourself. Do you see your face turning pink and smiling when you are happy? Do you really feel energetic and get on your nerves when you are happy. Do you feel like forgetting your enemies and digging out mountains when you are happy? To be happy is our real nature. We are born with that. Happiness gives us life, energy, health.

I feel it very difficult to trust all the saints, philosophers. Everybody seems to be confused themselves. If you go and ask them a few questions, they don’t have an answer. They just say, if you follow what we say, you will lead to the real purpose of life. Some say it’s leading to God. Some say otherwise. No body clears my confusion. I am neither an atheist nor a believer. I don’t see any point in any one of them unless I understand what they are talking about and why. Let’s try to solve this puzzle of life. Any comment and feedback is appreciated. I would be glad to discuss and debate with anyone out there!!

Let’s say if you think there is a god out there which runs this entire world. I have two things to ask. One, who is God? Where is he? If you say he is everywhere, where exactly. Has anybody seen him? Can somebody introduce him to me?  Why is he doing this? What does this world mean to him. Secondly, who are you? Have you realised all what you have. Do you know yourself? Do you have any idea how powerful your mind is?  Do you know what is mind, Where is it? Do you know what all can you do. Do you know who are you and where do you come from. Where are you leading, and where do you need to go? Can somebody out there answer these questions, not just for me but for all humans since most of them are confused. Somebody has to take an initiative. Questions don’t just end here. If I carry on, I have infinite. What are you earning for? Can’t you see when you have that kind of money, you get a lot more responsibilities and problems. Have you ever realised that the thing you have been desperately trying to achieve and pray for, when you get it. What do you get? Do you still feel similar desperation for that? If not, why? If yes, till how long? If you think love is the most important thing in this world, why do keep fighting with your own love. Why do you have to hide things from her? If you don’t, how often you fight. Will she stand the same beautiful woman for you as she used to be when you proposed her. If she is ill with a severe disease, would you still love and care for here? If she starts cursing and abusing you, will you still love her the same way? Ask yourself honestly. Don’t misguide yourself.  This is not the only part of life, you need to think about. Think about all your life. Give everything a due assigned time. Try to find a “WHY” kind of attitude towards everything you are doing. Don’t just do anything for the sake of doing. Life is miserable. It is simple for them who have cracked its puzzle. For you it can be the most complicated puzzle to be solved. So sit down for a while. Think about it. I am here for you anytime. I would be glad to talk about it. Don’t just live and spend your breaths for anything that you don’t even like, that doesn’t even gives you a smile. Do what you like. Do what all you can do. You are born with enormous possibilities that you don’t even have an idea about. So don’t worry it isn’t too late either. Start today. Take the first step. First step is the most important. Don’t hesitate to talk to me or meet me at any point of time. But Start up now. Its high time guys!!