She rings too loud

It has been like a week and I can’t stop thinking about her. Yes, she is the one I am talking about, she is so cool and serene. I stare at her whenever I get a chance. Only to see, to admire her beauty, her charm, so lovely to be a spectator. To watch her working is such a delight.

She is so busy all the time. Engrossed in her work, completely, as if she does not know what is happening in the world outside. As if you could mute all the noise that is going around and inside your mind and concentrate on the needle point. She is so calm. I could never see a line of agony or negativity on her face. So controlled, so blessed and happy.

I felt this feeling in me. It is just like when you admire the nature or when you feel so blessed standing on a mountain when a stroke of cold breeze hits your face. Like when you watch fishes swimming in the water, so icy, such a symphony. This is it. This is love.

She rings too loud in my mind. I cannot stop her. It is like an orchestra, not like Linkin Park, I would say. That is killing. It is like Bob Marley, the redemption song. But this time I want to die. Is this real? Why does this happen. A music starts in your mind suddenly and everything else seems dull. Every routine day seems so long. These are the days, when I feel the best of me. It gets better every day.

She is the symbol. The symbol of purity. A sensation, a thundering. A ray of light during a rainy and cloudy dark night!

Everytime I fight

Everytime I fight with you
it pinches me all day and night long
whenever I shout at you
I fall from cliffs very strong
 
I sob for days further
trying to gain consciousness
In order to regain my energy
and peace and awareness
 
I start to condemn myself
For all the injustice I did
Praying to heal the wounds
Which were deep created
 
Sensations act as stimulant
When combined with passion
But are depressing and misleading
When you lose caution
 
Please help me achieve calmness
to spread energy and fragrance
Not for the moment of now
but in real essence
 
Please consider me a student
for life and to go beyond
If there exists a world apart
In the midst of unseen songs.

One Evening

One dry windy evening,
I was all dark and alone
Frustrated and a bit depressed
And a total nervous
Didn’t know the reason, which put me in the prison
 
Possibly I was waiting for you
Or for your thought
Or for your spring smile
Atleast a word awhile
But as time really went
I got much more dense
 
Evening turned into night
And grey turned into black
Moon turned more shiny
The whispering of insects was chimy
Friends stated to have a shout
But I could not move about.
 
Suddenly I felt something light
Entering through my gloomy heart
It was a thought of yours
Which calmed me before I could start
I lost all my pains in a moment
I tried all means, but was silent
 
It brought a smile on my face
I started cheering up
Without a reason, without a presence
I started laughing up
I started feeling energetic
As to fight with the world
My heart started dancing, as to beat the birds
 
I could realize now
Your thought is so precious
More than your presence
As makes me always cautious
Your thoughts are my inspiration
Your words are my intellect
Your smile is my biggest Asset
You, the only Soulmate

Love

Hey, do you really understand?
what is Love?
it it a responsibility,
or an aimless goal?

Neither it is a burden
nor a target either
it is a pleasant feeling
of the divine nature

It tears every bond
it ignores every tradition
love, always gives a start
to a new custom

It can’t be derived
it cannot be invented either
only if you are rare enough
then you are bestowed dear

It gives you energy
it makes you smile
teaches you the truth
of your own soul

It helps you forget
all the hostility and problems
love teaches you to,
start caring for every relation

It itself is colorless
but see the miracle
anything filled with love
expresses its true color

Its depth is unmeasurable
its power is unbeatable
its feel is intense
its touch is unforgetable

If you are in love
you the luckier one
as the luckiest being
whom you really love!

“I” has become “You”

Where ever I go
I find You
cannot really live now
my life without You

You, the only one
with me every where
doesn’t really matter whether
You are actually where?

What makes me think of You
I could not understand
You are the only support
besides which I stand

I visualize the world
with your sight
which has made my life
clear, shiny and bright

I listen to sound around
through your ears
which helped me overcome
all my fears

I breathe in You
I feel through You
I has lost its identity
“I” has become “You”

Love is one ecstasy; sex is another

Love is one of the feelings which can be ranked highest among all the other feelings, emotions. It is greatest among all the senses. It gives you peace, freedom, pain, desire, sensitivity, beauty, energy at the same time. It is the best feeling one can have; one great ecstasy for living beings. 

Sex is another ecstasy which gives you a feeling of divinity and a mixture of all the other nouns used above. It is a combination of physical and mental satisfaction, peace.  

Love and sex, they both make two extremes of human emotions. These are two best feelings organisms can have, two perfect and complete emotions, felt ever. Sex is the only energy behind every organism taking birth and the only energy to start the world. Love is the only energy which keeps the running. Everyone wants peace, which means love in deep meanings. Everybody wants to be happy, which means satisfaction and hence a thirst of love. Without these powers, you cannot even imagine the world. It will evaporate just like ice does when you try to catch it. Human make most of their living revolving around these two extremities. 

When these two come together, it makes the best innervations ever possible. The purer the feelings are, the intense and pleasurable the result is.  

Although achieving both at the same time might mean having sex with somebody whom you love, or to start loving your partner for sex, if these two don’t happen to go together!!