A current of dreams

A current of dreams

Betrayed by hope!!

I was waiting for you to come back
Dint know how to say, I was taken aback
Looking back at those lovely moments we endured
Can’t wake up from dreams, is there any cure?

You remind me of the breeze that makes one refreshed
I get swayed by it, like dry leaves instead
You are the incense which makes me feel high
But you wont let me near, am I unfit for thy??

I want to pause forever, never wanna face this fact
how could I forgive you for such a cunning tact
it pricks like needles, or like fierce arrows
pierces through my heart for uncountable blows

Only your thoughts now, show a ray of hope,
deep down in my soul I know it is all fake dope
Clinging onto this slight line, I am making my life drag
I am waiting for you, knowing that you won’t come back!!

Give me a break

Yes, this is not another list of those easy going, heard everyday and found everywhere thoughts and quotes. This is a list of resolutions I have made so far ever since my dogie ran away with that short German bitch.

• All that glitters is not gold, but all that matters is Gold!
• Don’t Give Me Red! Go Green! Plant a tree and adopt some saplings!
• Look before you leap, and keep the first aid ready, just in case!
• Think before you speak, and stand up to your deeds.
• The point is not that the world is a better place to live or not, but the point is if we have options.
• Don’t chase your dreams, instead chase the reality. Dreams are mere a shadow of what is really bothering you around in bones and flesh.
• Brain is one of the best mysterious boons organisms have been gifted with. Tear open every cell and measure the frequency that every nerve is carrying to millions of places in your body every nanosecond. Explore it. Be in control.
• Think big! At least that way you have better dreams.
• It is not about the truth or the lies. It is about what you Feel and what is really important.
• Talk to yourself during a problem. It is you, who knows, how you screwed it up in the first place.
• Beauty is in the eyes of the Camera Holder.
• Silence is Golden, Science, well, not always!
• Computers are a boon. Well, depends on your RAM and processor power.
• Let’s make things better! Yes, they do need a lot of improvement.
• An idea can change your life; only if you apply for a patent at the right time.

A Dark Confession

O’ my mother, the goddess of darkness
Spread your dusky gaze all around,
The feelings of agonies and pains
Which in my heart have been so profound

You have been a mystery all this time
Reveal yourself to me now
These bright lights have not amused me at all
I want to explore and feel you, enlighten how

In my wildest of dreams and imaginations
You are the source of deepest sensations

Your magic and charm is everywhere
You mean so real to me and so I care
You are no absence of light, but a presence
Of all the senses combined in, right and unfair

They are scared to accept you with an open heart
Coz you shake their fake worlds and beliefs
But I worship you deep within
In all the aesthetics and ugly mischiefs

I feel the best of me in your arms
The peace of three and unseen worlds
Noises and colours appear so dull
When I embrace you and kiss your pearls

You are all around and inside me by all means
to know you more everyday I have been keen
thinking of you every moment and playing in your arms
could never let you go coz in me, you have been.

Not yet started to feel

Princesses and angels seem to be knocking on my door
but somehow i find myself busy rolling on the floor
Life is so pretty and colorful if you see through right views
colorful and beautiful it is, of many shades and hues

Victory and achievements have called me aloud with many names
but somehow i find myself entangled in regular mysterious games
they always say your attitude not aptitude builds up your altitude
but even lives on lower levels do find success very cute

Society and mankind always had a place for me in their heart
but to trust their affection, I somehow find it very hard
they said; the beauty and the love belonged to the eyes
that’s how we, though not beings birds could enjoy these open skies

Dollars and coins have never ever deserted my pockets
but somehow kept measuring life in tiny leftover bits
they say money can buy all but not love and conscience
that’s why cognac and colored lights are dull but golden seems silence

Finally none but peace and wisdom have considered me a disciple
but there too I found myself struggling and miserable
Is this all life can provide, and which is so desirable in silent dreams
I would say you are just born and you have not yet started to feel!